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n Idol. haha. It sucks. Im so depressed right now! Poor lil Marty is gone! *sniff* It's so wrong... he's totally the best person on there (I know I'm retarded, blind AND deaf, but I luff him dammit!)

ANYWAY! I said that I would update and I haven't (Sorry Nat! Posting Nazi!!). So here goes! Sian. I hate her. I honestly do. I have since the start, but since I love Nat so much (more than anyone in the world) I was HEAPS nice to her for so long. But I couldn't do it anymore. Anywho, Sian and I came to the conclusion that we hate each other. We were both fine with this.
But, she has a very possessive personality. (Don't get mad Nat... I have told you all this before). Long story short, it has gotten to the stage that Renee, Lala & Sian are fighting for Nat's time (You're so dang lovable hun!). Basically, all the little things have been boiling up inside 3 people and have all of a sudden melted together to make a very angry bunch. Not directly at Nat, but at the whole situation in general. I think everything is sorted out now. But you never really know. Right now, Lala's colon may be about to EXPLODE in a fit of rage... BOOM! Uh-Oh... messy!

Look. I'm suddenly not in the right frame of mind to be writing this. I'm crying too much, and I cant think straight. Kat... I LOVE YOU! Please look after yourself!